FoundAlongRoad

I think my hope got away from me
Fantastical dreams turned gray to me
Fighting with myself as usual
And my mind got a little brutal
Toward myself
But sometimes you gotta sink a while
To slow down and let it out
But I’ve broken the surface now
Took a deep breath and looked around
At the daylight glinting in the calm
afternoon look in your eyes
I know I can’t get lost in it all
But I’m a little more balanced from the fall
Picked up and shook myself back to size
Chemicals got the best of me
Played right into the wounds in me
But I came out the other side
And I think where we are is beautiful
The hot and cold had me slipping
Buy truth is I love the way you take me by surprise
And I’m growing somewhere, going wherever it takes me
I know I’m still crazy
And crazy for you but it’s alright
I’m a little less insane tonight
Remembering to enjoy the ride
And say goodbye when it’s time
And it’s ok that I’m still just as crazy for you
When I hold it close in the same place your laughter hits and I clean up all of the things that my fear did, comforting my damn self like it’s ok you went to hell cuz you came back in better health and I will live in this and figure it out as I go cuz the memories are worth all the rough road and I’m healing somewhere going nowhere but wherever you’ll let us go
And then I’ll let it go..
Sometimes it might make me a little crazy
but I won’t stay there
And most days I swear it doesn’t phase me
Cuz I come back here
Everything is transient but temporarily my heart feels at home
And when I gotta then I’ll let it go..
But I’ll carry that with me
For me to know.