I don’t mean to hold onto the image
I didn’t even mean to see it
Once upon a time we were beyond that
But it cycles to again holding myself back
Sunlight streaming down on your bare skin
Illuminating perfection
I lost my breath for a second
Like a damn painting
As I drove away I realized that it was new
Cuz it was never meant for me
I’ve never been with you in daylight
We belonged in the moments late at night
When you couldn’t hold back
Maybe an evening, that one time in the bathroom,
But never being anything allowed into your real life
Parting before sunrise, those couple times
And I thought that was alright
Until I saw you lying in the sunlight
Fuck.