FoundAlongRoad

rollercoaster, whiplash
Come back around I want that
Toxic yes but it pounds in my chest
Feel so alive, this is my kink
Tear me down then touch me
Just do, don’t think
I’m healing everything else but fuck me
I’ve never felt better
Holding tears back got through the worst
Eased my burden, pain came first
Then your skin under my fingertips
I know what you want and I just want to give
Over and over and over again
Cut me open
then tell me to come in
This is how I function
The insanity and chaos
Remind me I’m living
It’s my best life
On these nights
Am I fucking broken
Yes but who cares
I know who I am right here
In the excitement
Little bit of grief and I feel renewed
Little bit of foreplay and I’m feeling you
I’m brand new
I tell you what I know I need
And you don’t believe
But now it rings true
Hope you don’t feel bad
Cuz I feel better
It’s all love but I’ll give enough
And nothing more
That you don’t want
And I finally have peace with that
Lost it all in a moment
Definitive
Then your door opened..
And you’ll take it back
I know this
And eventually come back around
I’m fine with that now
Sexual vampire
The energy
The tension
I feed on it
So take it back
Rip it out
Then invite me in
Another round
I live for this
Take me down
Dance around it
I was made for this
And your skin under my fingertips
Maybe we’ll never get further
Basking in sweet torture
Feels like heaven to the twisted parts of me
Like treasure buried in your psyche
Make me work for it
And I can’t fix you
Can’t be the one
But I can be the one some night
Like having a purpose in life
I hope you heal you
And in the meantime
I’ll write your worth into every inch
Of you on nights like this
And every action that feels so light
And the rest feels better now
I’ll give you that somehow
The only way I can
After you push me away and pull me back in
Call it the tide
Wet like the ocean
And sometimes I think you want this
Can’t get close without the air itself charging
Then you shut it down
But it feels different now
Like bring it on I’ll be alright
And in the meantime
The back and forth gives me life
I know you could change it
Don’t change a thing
Get there on your own time
Kick me out then let me in
I love it
Am I fucked up sure
But I’ve always been this
Addict to enticement
Just a touch and I’m calm for months
Push and pull baby
I like it tough
I know you’ll close off again
But I also know the sweetest sin
‘Hurry baby fuck me up’