I’m on some new shit
Might be affectionate just cuz I care
I’m on some dumb shit
Might try to kiss you just cuz we’re both here
And sometimes I wonder if the lust is still there
But you cracked it open, running down my body
And sometimes I wonder if I’m wrong to go there
But then I remember we’ve done this for years
Is it all in my mind
When you used to be like this all of the time
And you’re on some new shit
Might tell me to save it just cuz you’re scared
And you might be on some dumb shit
Cuz girl how many times have we been here
My own words put those walls up
But I see them cracking up
If I can live long enough
With this longing
I said I like it tough
But hurry baby fuck me up
I need my waters rough
But sometimes I feel like you buried it so deep
Maybe what you say you really believe
That’s the only thing that gets me
Fucked up
So I guess we’re both stuck
But I’m on some new shit
Might start crossing lines
Cuz I’m on some dumb shit
Sick of wasting time
All your burdens are bullshit
And I can’t take them away
But let’s take a few hits
And forget for a day
Or a night
I want you in sunlight
And at midnight
Take you any way
So many things I can’t say
Except through my hands on your body
If you let me
Cuz I’m on some new shit
Offered it up and I walked away
Cuz I’m on some dumb shit
Of wanting it to be the same
As before
But isn’t it always anyway
So I’m on some new shit
Feel it out as I go
And it might be some dumb shit
Cross lines and pull back
Just a little less slow
I go too fast
Asking where will it go..
Wait where did it go..