Think it’s time I let this go
It’s been good but it also hurts
Not just in ways I deserve
Not just in what comes with facing demons
Faced with so many reasons
It’s not my path I can’t lead you on it
Can’t lead anyone anywhere if I’m being honest
I’m trying to be with me navigating darkness
Think I had myself fooled
-()-
Now I feel it stretching into something new
Now I feel the pages turn between me and you
Different stages yearn to break through
It’s my path I gotta walk it
-()-
Everything is growing like autumn here
Fading out for a new season
Life has its own reason
Every footstep has a crunch now
No hiding
Until the snowfall blankets the sound
Calm and quiet
Losing step on wet ground
Losing ground with myself now
Soft footfalls
Everything careful
Every movement travels
It echoes farther than I wanted it to go
But in the early winter weather I know
Time will pass and it will all cycle
Things will continue to go
Darker days ahead icy winds blow
Time moved backward like that isn’t impossible
But some things just aren’t possible
And others are unstoppable
Which one we are I now know
And when the light breaks everything will still grow..