FoundAlongRoad

And I think I should start mourning you already
Preparing for the inevitable
Cuz too much hope is cruel
We both dk what we want
But I know what I don’t
And maybe you do too
You’ll settle for all the bad
And I’ll stop kidding myself
That I could do any better by you
We are always stepping stones
Passing by
Building up and falling down
I see the beauty in that now
And I’m sad today
But I also know
Time has a way
Of twisting everything good
Until it breaks
I’m so used to mourning
People who are still alive
And potential that will never
Be realized
But I also soak in every moment
And hold on like I own it
To the happy times
So I’ll be fine
Hope you’ll be fine
These months sound like a long time
But it’ll go in the blink of an eye
So I’ll start letting go now
Cuz it’s the thing I’m worst at
But I’ll still live in your smile
And rage to hold the world back
From breaking you more
This futility
If you could only love yourself as surely
I wouldn’t worry as I walk away
But that day is not today
So I’ll be a little sad
And still happy
And time will pass
Coming right at me..

There are days I won’t be good for you
When I’m not good for me
Reckless choices cuz I want less boring
And then days I’ll just sit and write and be boring
Duality
When I wanna keep laughing
But it’s only human
To be a little sad today
So I set myself away
Gotta feel my feelings
Like you say, I feel yours too
Nothing I can do
But be a little sad today
Brighter futures that will never come to pass
I guess life is like that
But there’s still something beautiful
In everyday
Even when it’s a little sad
The light will come back.