FoundAlongRoad

Maybe your stupid spell I don’t believe in
Is why I suddenly feel so alone
Go ahead let go
We’ve been out of love a long time
I knew it first
But you’re the only one who thinks new things replace the old
And you’ve sure seemed fine
While I’ve mourned and cried
To now be throwing the baby out with the bathwater

I know you need this
It’s how you cope
Filling holes with new loves
And leaving no space no trace of
What came before
You weren’t hung up on any exes
More like they didn’t exist
And once you fell for her you made a quick exit
But then I know I fucked you up too
I’m a memory hoarder and I keep breaking my best friends’ hearts
Or maybe just my own
And you seem fine but then you wanna be alone
You shouldn’t be fine but I want you to be ok
I’m not fine but I’ll be alright
Except losing my best friend
Again
At least you gave back my husband
Did your stupid spell make me feel like this
I was fine .. fine enough
Dealing bit by bit but it wasn’t quite too much
I don’t really think it’s stupid
You needed to do it
I just hate that to you it’s all so black and white when I’ve never seen anything but gray my whole life