FoundAlongRoad

At night my demons lap at the back of my mind moving forward
I swear we’re all friends but they get the best of me every so often
Come down the sun’s too bright
But you laugh and suddenly the world is right
Just a little respite
Reminding me there’s still reason to smile
To fight
To unpack and sink into that
Which haunts me
So when it’s over I breathe easier
Can be a little more of what I wanna be
I just hope time goes slowly..
I’m not ready to leave, ready to die
Ready to lose all this time
But then it’s not just about me
I know I needed this
And maybe you did
But it’s not all happy
Let’s hold onto the happy
And I find myself accepting slowly
Once again I just want you to have what you want
Didn’t wanna like him
And I know we’ll lose so many moments
But just to be here again
Maybe it’s what I needed
And I’m so used to the transient
Cuz holding on too long
Cruel time
Ruins everything
Brings out the worst of me
So I’ll let it be
What it’s gonna be
Itching to move this along
But I stop and think
In this moment there is a kind of beauty
It’s always about the journey
And the sun comes up again