FoundAlongRoad

I guess it changed cuz there was so much grief
In those moments
And I felt it dying and then me growing
To love you through it
Unburdening-ly
But there was grief
Not even hours later and you’re naked under me
I was still so numb
Or I don’t think I would’ve stopped me
Cuz I know enough
Of how this goes and what you really want
And it’s all I want
The hide n seek excites me
But your words echoed in my head
Bringing in doubt
Thought it was the right thing but I’m not sure now
Cuz idk anything about how
You feel about it cuz we don’t talk about it
And if it had happened that would be fine
To ignore it
But I wanna know if you wish I had
Or wish you had never done that
I think that’s what’s driving me to cross some lines to find yours
So idk what I’ll do..
Cuz I know what you’ll say but I’ve heard it all before
And I know what you really mean but is it even the same
It’s being a little unsure
That gets me fucked up
Cuz I’m not trying to be someone else who fucks you up
And if I knew the same truth, then I’d drink your lies like honey
The denial is so sweet
When I know then you’ll be under me
At some point
But thinking maybe you’re really over it
And I gotta quit this
But not knowing
Is what fucks me up
So idk what I’ll do..