FoundAlongRoad

And I wanna tell you I love you
And you’re perfect
And to stop carrying everyone else’s shit
I wanna tell you it’ll be ok
But it’s probably not true
And it means nothing from me
To you

Got a headache and the past coming for me
Why did I agree
To socialize
And being home I’m at war inside
Wanna do so much
But what does it matter
Do just enough
To ease this chapter
For you
Feels like quicksand
I’m trying to climb out of
Never be enough
And I feel this world passing
Like it starts to fade
If I’m not moving
Time starts to race
What am I choosing
What am I doing
For myself
Everything I can
But I don’t do it well
Some days
I feel like I’m standing still
Like the best days
Are behind me
Others are like life is new
Again
Trying to learn to be a friend
All my love is a tsunami
Pulling everything in
To drowning
Idk how to love less
Live less
Live loveless
Cuz I find it in everything
I was starting to love myself again
I think I still do
But some days I see right through
To the skeleton I dress up like I’m a whole human
For a while
I guess I gotta run with that
To get anywhere
For a while.