FoundAlongRoad

They say ‘why do women like the pain’
Well why does society twist them this way
To be comfortable stuck in bruises and shrinking
With anything good staring them in the face
They’ll fight to stay
Maybe a kind of falling for potential just like me
But I’ve been there with women and mostly
It’s the men that are the cause and then reap
The benefits of the most beautiful souls you could ever meet
Bent and gripped so tightly to never be free
Maybe eventually
I pray
That’s something you almost never hear me say
Ripped apart the most magical work of art and she asks for more
The story is different but always the same
We all chase the pain
But I took a leap toward healthy at my life’s first opportunity and was met with toxicity in me but what will sit with me more than how right it is supposed to be and will never see the light of day what hurts more in every way is that brightest fucking light, dimming itself, almost to gray, might as well go to hell whitewash the whole damn world as well
I knew it I know it, I knew, you only get out when you’re ready
But I will never understand how you can love him but not love
You.