FoundAlongRoad

How does it happen like this
One kiss
I swear I know what I’m doing
Ups and downs
No I could do this forever
But it’s a landslide
To sitting here like wtf are you even doin right now
Went too hard to fall so far
To the way you’ve been talking lately

It gets me all twisted up inside
Cuz I can’t hide
That I just wanna be enough
For you to want more than any of this stuff
Cuz when it’s me the thought of your pain
Or your heartbreak
Would keep me a hundred miles away
But I know I know it’s not the same
I can’t look at it that way
You say nothing to do with me
But I can’t believe that truthfully
All screwed up inside
I know it doesn’t work that way
Please please don’t let it back in
Don’t let it stay
I just wanna fill your cracks till there’s no hole big enough to need that
I tell myself it doesn’t work that way
But out of any toxicity I’d choose that way
If it kept you safe
If it made you feel like maybe you could be ok
Without it
How am I not supposed to feel like I’ve failed
I just want you to have a life you don’t need to escape from
To love yourself enough that it isn’t painful
But I guess I’ve still been learning how to love you too
feel like i do
I know there’s truth in what you say
But there’s also just wounds I can’t take away
And I’ll always wanna be the better band aid
Whether you think it could work that way
I’m just spiraling now like would I ever do that to you
Or are you just showing me your truth
But in the end I can only death grip
What you say our love is
Cuz I know it’s everything to me
But I guess that doesn’t have to mean
That its everything.
I still love you the same
I love you more
That’s why it breaks me..