FoundAlongRoad

Sometimes I ask myself
If you’re the only one
Who would’ve always just chosen me
I always thought so
But it was comforting
But even back then
A part of me would say
Is it really choosing me if you have the same holes in your soul that I do
And there are so many things that I couldn’t talk about with you..
It’s not for lack of loving me but somehow it hurts worse that way

And just as I want to
Write about a time and place and the healing you gave me
I remember his face and his cries today and all the memories catch flame..
It didn’t have to be this way..
I wanna set it all on fire..
I thought I knew pain..
Idk how to get anywhere about you when the flames just get higher..
Fuck me for a lot of things
But Fuck You for this..
Fuck this forever.