FoundAlongRoad

Looking through the past idk how I put up with all of that
Or ever even considered going back
I remember feeling like I was nothing
And every pic next to ones about how miserable I was
I was scared she would die
And I thought staying was what love was

And the other one promised comfort but even through it I could see so much unhealthy see the crazy
She’d say she’d see the best in me
Then when we were together
It was always the worst she’d imagine me to be

I get worried you’ll be like both of them
Or either
And yet I know that you are neither

I feel this love soft but strong today
Like one decision could’ve taken it away
And yet it was always meant to be
Please stay..
Stay in love with me like you are today
Or fall deeper but don’t forget in the hard times what it’s like to breathe this way
Release of the pain
Like finally
Please see the best in me
I want to love unconditionally
If you can reciprocate
Please just stay.

I didn’t think I could ever fall in love again
I didn’t want to
I didn’t think I could ever really open up to anyone
I always wanted to
But not be misunderstood again
But the second you opened that car door
Hell even way before then
With the words you said
I knew
It was gonna be you
I just never thought it would be me

Idk how to feel safe again
Idk how to not internalize every negative thing
I used to..
But then I also dk how to live without you
Or how to not love you
Now that I do

It’s hitting these depths, getting over these pitfalls
I knew I was all in
And yet somehow I’m even more..
In the face of the pain I tried to kid myself that I was torn
But in the middle of the good days
I know I’m luckier than I ever even asked for

And lately it’s just been coming up all commitment
My heart told me it was you even when my head said no more
Not again with this
Not enough of me left
Then you brought me back so sure
And that beating organ in my chest
Said fuck it all let’s start fresh
And gave you everything
I couldn’t stop it if I wanted
All these lines for you I cross them
Pulling out my guts like I hope you want it
I can’t get enough
Leave me bare
Meet me there
In your own time
I’ll wait here
Heart flayed open in your hand and in your eyes
Cuz it told me we’re gonna fall one more time
And this time we’ll give everything
That we never could before
So if you do me in
Atleast there will be nothing left
Cuz all of me is yours.
Please stay..
You’re my waking dream youre my adrenaline shot
You’re my future all I see is everything we’ve got
And could be
If you stay in love, with me.