Trying so hard to remember the hell your head must be
And that you can’t help it when something gets taken completely differently
I just dk how to navigate around it
I stayed for 7 years in it, will it get better with you instead
The comprehension
The rest I expected
And when you lash out I remind myself of your pain
But sometimes when it’s everything I wonder if parts of it aren’t just you, really feeling that way
And what does that mean for me
For us
For love
Idk today
Maybe I’ll know one day
Right now I’m trying to get back to myself
And to love you
And then we’ll see if we can have more happiness than hell
I still see the light in you..
There’s gotta be a way to support it while not letting mine go out..
Idk today
Hopefully I will someday
Right now I’m trying to get back to who I need to be
And to love you.