Always wanted to feel, to experience
The places other people’s creations take you
Other minds
The words, the magic, the lives, the fabric of all of it
Never had anyone to share the depth with
(Laugh) I wanted to share..
Wanted all of that feeling and when it hits it feels like life, like your very marrow sings..
but then it makes you lonely
I always wanted someone to understand..
Who would read the same words and feel the same, think of the same vastness, and get it on that level like it reaches into your soul and burns so bright and the embers smolder through this journey of emotion..
But there was no one.
There has been no one
Who sees life like I do, who finds a tapestry in those words or even wants to..
Maybe -()- was close to the same..
But not.
No one who could or would think the same..
(Laugh) I guess I always wanted to love.. Myself!
But I could never love.. me.
I’m trying now.