FoundAlongRoad

I can’t fix the stupid sink and I keep wondering when you’re gonna abandon me
Idk how you held on so long with how you see me
Idk how I stayed through everything except I thought you deserved it and
I love you
Parts of you
Other parts seem to be in decay
While I’m trying to come awake
But I know you got all those demons on your back
What a shame
Of course you live this way
But with all these cracks
How did the light manage to fade
Come back be soft be with me one more time
I’m sure there will be more times
But when how many and what if you can’t come home when you already won’t come home and I already don’t know if I miss you enough to want you to but I want you to be ok and I miss your kisses and your smile when things for just a second are easy
Let it hurt more give me the memories to hold onto if I can’t hold on to you
I tried
Part of me is still trying
Maybe always
Even when I shouldn’t
Maybe part of you is still trying
But not much today
I wanna feel you curled into me
In your sleep
No seizures no terror dreams
Just like the fantasy future with you and me
Give me another moment before the hourglass takes it away
How dark will you turn if the love dies
I never wanna know
But I hear ticking time..