FoundAlongRoad

Coming down from a high I never asked for
But I need more
So why do I blow it all up like it wasn’t divine right where it was
I know why
But I came home like
That’s it I’m gone it’s over
i mean I think I broke it
But also that my heart is gone
It jumped ship when I saw her laying on the lawn
Locked the door behind it
When she said linoleum wrong
It might sound like nothing but you didn’t feel her energy
See the way the world stopped spinning I swear I felt the axis crack
Every time she was speaking and it should be illegal to look like that
Without even needing trying
How is everyone not dying
To give her everything
I know how it sounds but if I’m crazy may I never come down
She’s cute outside and in
Gorgeous, intelligent, and magnificent
No pretty words to twist into something more romantic not cuz she doesn’t deserve it but cuz the magic is in how it’s authentic
I decided I really need to chill and leave her out of it
Slipped over the cliff pull myself back in
But I also decided to let go not cuz she’ll ever be mine but cuz it’s impossible to not fall in love with everything about her every time
And I learned the hard way to love lighter
I just have days when I climb higher
than I’m ever meant to
Bandage the wound and if it didn’t break
I’ll do better the next few days
Constant fight with toxic
But that’s the mess in me
Falling without expectation
That’s the best of me
I just wanna write about how adorable she is and the vibes that give incredible
I just wanna have a supporting role
And hate every guy that won’t deserve her
The delusion in me wants to bring it to light but I’m at peace when it’s just natural
I’m gonna chase the calm not the chaos
And soak in every moment I’m lucky enough
To just exist where she does
It’s over, I’m gone, I’m alone in adoration
and I won’t regret a second.