I know it’s fucked up
To make it about us
Or fate
When its your struggle
But a part of me wonders
If it was supposed to be a get away
Or a chance
Cuz we weren’t gonna make it
Like that
And now it might be unlikely
But in time there is possibility
If we don’t squander it..
I’m scared to open up and you run away
Or take it all in painfully without change
Cuz idk how aware you can be
Or how much good you can see
If you can see it comes from love and boundaries
Cuz I want us to be healthy
Cuz we weren’t gonna make it
And I wanna make it
With you
And idk if it’s possible
But in having this time
I choose
To do the hard thing
And try
I hope you do too..