And when I decided to act toward how healthy I want it to be
You came through and matched my energy
I know it’s all so up in the air cuz you want what will destroy you
It’s so fucking hard to watch but it’s your journey to
Take
Today was half great half a hard day
Too much change and then you brought up my baby
My reason for living
He’s been through hell and going through abandonment again
For this to work in any way I would do almost anything
Except what’s bad for him
But fuck I don’t want it to be your burden
Yet it all is wrapped up in everything cuz he’s everything
And idk how I feel tonight
I keep acting from hoping for the best
And just giving it all time
Pushing down the rest
But tonight I’ve started to unwind
But then you said you’d wait you said you’d let me help
It’s a stupid thing but it’s a step and it bodes well
And I like things like that
And I like you.
The rest is always yet to come..
Nothing new.