FoundAlongRoad

No matter the changes of the wind
Or the love/hate with growing again
There is a part of me that wants a time machine
There’s a part that feels like that day in the kitchen
Ended with some sort of finality
For something fate itself was
Trying to intervene
To put together
I know now with what I’ve seen
It would’ve crashed eventually
And they say if it’s real it’ll find it’s way
But it feels gigantic the loss from that day
I know it wasn’t all me
It was like touching something you’ve never seen
climbing up to a galaxy
And the truth deep down
Is it feels like ever since, we’ve never been, on the same page
I know the timing was wrong
I know it might not be meant to be
But for a few days the rise
Felt like a fairy-tale story
And it feels like it died
Like I’m an idiot to mourn something you cannot even name
Too young to be anything
But sometimes you just can’t go back
when the momentum is broken
It’s like something that could’ve thrived was picked too early
And I feel so stupid to be sad about it
When maybe it would’ve turned out the same
But I know you were there with me
Just for those few days
Those aborted moments..