FoundAlongRoad

Haven’t had a minute to think
Don’t mind at all but when I take one
It starts to sink
In, the pieces fitting together like I didn’t see
My memory is a sieve
But certain things that stick just need
To be tied to another to paint a picture
Like I think maybe she does like me
And I think it terrifies her so for a long time
It’ll be a slow journey
Worth every second of ten years no matter where then we will or won’t be
[She uppercut my heart
Then brought me food]
(rough day, went)Out of her way followed by an apology
And a step toward soft like she will often do
In between went from shutting down to epiphany
Straight to toy play
Left spinning she couldn’t find the words to explain
They ended up coming out sounding like earlier that day
But it’s ok
Cuz she thinks about it
With me
And the roller-coaster endorphins always did make me scream
In ecstasy
Insanity
Don’t let the paddy wagon take me away
I think there’s something
In the bashful
Like when she kissed me
Said do it so we both don’t have the tension
First reaction was it ‘was so good’
Followed by it ‘wasn’t so bad’
Yea the metaphor in that
For her skittish defense mechanism
And just the swirling always within
Ran from affection until she was mad
Then turned around and invited me in
To all of her body, to her bed
Yea its kinda like that
There was this unexpected string fate tied us into
But it’s like a trick candle
Won’t go out but she keeps getting burned
Dripping wax no room to grow
But she blows and she blows
It won’t extinguish just overshadowed by the whole damn cake
Which is the locked side
Covered in barbed wire and surrounded by heartbreak
Not mine but it’ll hurt until the time
She can finally break away
But that’s a long day away
Let’s have some oxytocin and prescribe
Lesbian sex I hear it can change lives
But if it doesn’t I know she’ll get there her own way
Tried picking locks i think it was subconscious and all I got was singed by the flame
And her back turning almost fleeing to who makes her break
But surprise again like every day
She has more strength than the bs can take away
And now I’ve got chagrined peace and understanding
Anticipation of the ride take me away
All the turns I swear I’ll learn with the wind hitting my face
Analogies for you and me
Trial and error but we don’t talk about Bruno that way