You called me and your voice took me back
To taking you back
But I remember all the space, all the pain
All that’s wrong in between
And you say you love me
I love you too
But not what it should be
I don’t feel it from you
Say you have a lot on your mind
I hope you tell me
So I know what to do
If there’s any hope with you
I don’t wanna leave you but I can’t go back to
What we had
Your words your actions always lacking
But when you write it’s so much more than that
Like maybe there’s something there
So much more in here
And in you
But maybe it’s just delusion too
Idk what you’ve been thinking
I’m too sick to write through this fever
I loved hearing your voice but it didn’t fix it
Idk if any words you write will be more than fiction
Or maybe you’re figuring
Out what I did
Been no apologies, dk what you think..
I guess we’ll see
It all feels bittersweet..