FoundAlongRoad

I miss him so much lately
It’s like I can’t breathe
In a deep funk
It takes me
From any steps I make forward
Shakes up the pieces of me
As soon as I get it together
Steals the breath from me
Pierces the light with the sharp edges of this broken heart
I could never heal it
I just push it away to function but it always comes calling to deal with it
Demanding it’s ton of flesh
Of blood and tears and gaping darkness
The world falls apart and I look to the beautiful in the middle but then I’m reminded sometimes the world is just cruel and you can’t look for a bright side
I still try
But I miss him like I can’t breathe
Like the way I’ve been mourning since I was a teen
Compiled inside me
So I live for the love I have and grieve the mistakes I try to make up for but I will never be whole without what I’ve lost
Beware the cost
Of giving your heart away
Always whispers in me