FoundAlongRoad

And I tell myself I’m being bitter
but it’s been slowly getting worse
But so has your stress
I tell myself it’s not that bad
It won’t be forever
And that maybe I’m just mad
Cuz he sucks and we were having fun,
Cuz I have to let go of holding on
But then I think about
How long it’s been
Since you replied anything
To anything that made you think
N when you stopped caring when I speak
And I’ve been mumbling more
Cuz I realized I do that when I’m unsure
If any of my words will be heard
Or are needed at all
And I know I go too big
In what I give and in being sensitive
And I know we don’t owe each other a thing
And we’re always around
Like adjusting
But I just think this
Crossed into toxic
But I’m gonna try to see it
As not so big
A deal
Like everything else I feel