I was outside staring at the stars in the cold
Realizing I still only want someone to hold
Who can not only meet me in our minds
But has room in theirs n in their heart and life
To want to know me the way I wanna know them
And idk if I’ve met anyone like that, ever or yet
Pieces everywhere but never just right
Except burgeoning those few nights
The closest I’ve came in the bits she asked for
Before life got in the way
So maybe it will or will never be more
But I don’t want to settle for less than everything either way.
Maybe even more so now that I’ve had a taste..
Like maybe that kinda love’s possible or maybe not for me
But with less I was never could never be happy.
But unconditionally, I can love as a verb, give to myself, and be at peace.