FoundAlongRoad

Some days idk how I got here
So many changes and none of it is clear
Plans shredded, chaos a constant
And I’ve been lost in it
The truth is the way
She doesn’t have space for me
Even in conversation
Isn’t her fault, no blame
She has no space for anything
Sure she could try harder
But she’s already burning out
But I could burn out too
So I can only do
what I can
And hold steady
And not forget about
My whole life beyond this
Everything I gotta get a grip
On and am still lucky to have
And it’s hard in the middle of that
Of this, of can’t fix anything
And can’t be let in
Like watching a slow motion crash
Trying to hold centrifugal forces back
But I can’t break too
Came too far to get to
Where I am
Who I can
Be and the love I have
For all of my life
And my ability to appreciate that