And I know deep down
I’m hurting
Cuz I gotta let these feelings go
Cuz the lack of reciprocation
Makes me feel so low
And if I can get past it
Maybe something easy will grow
It makes it better knowing
I wasn’t worth it
The risk, the let go
Cuz I know my future would never do me so
But it also hurts more
Hearing how he just fucks you well
So you let him put you () through hell
And my kindness isn’t worth it
But that’s my bad
Yea that’s my delusions creeping back
Can’t make more than what we have
Out of it
And you got your own journey to live
So I’m turning the corner again
And I’m turned on n frustrated
Even tho I know I could do better
If you let me in
And I’m angry, love’s overrated
I will never find a space for me
But I’m also growing, can’t break me
Atleast not like before
I’m a little bit breaking..
But I know I’m so much more
So I’ll be ok again
And stop making homes out of people
I’ll do what I say again
And only let the moments drift out and in
Cuz I know there’s still that spark
Our connection is art
When we let it
But that’s all it is
To be enjoyed only in moments
Changing perspective..
The energy it takes to keep growing..
I hope I have more to give