A large collection of writings somewhat in order
- ‘this person over here u wrote your whole album about’
- Swear
- There’s a difference
- Overuse as a sweeping metaphor
- K
- 2D
- Morning
- ‘and you look like art’
- Mantra
- Duality
- Unfinished
- Holding back
- Hourglass
- Slow motion
- Right where she left me
- Readjustments
- Spectator
- Friendship is love
- Separation Anxiety
- ‘complicate you’ meets ‘pray’ (the video)
- As Cari Fletcher Says
- ‘it’s all love’
- Mirror Therapy
- Mini vacation
- ‘everything sucks and I think it’s amazing’
- ‘I’m a fucking mess sometimes’
- No title
- Self sabotage is a sneaky btch
- Untitled 1
- ‘Not go there with you’
- Handle (myself) with care
- Chance
- I hope your heart finds it’s home
- If I sparkled like other night creatures
- A whole mood
- Ignorance is bliss
- The trees are dropping their leaves
- constant questions
- murder suicide
- after the afterglow
- ‘I cannot kiss you yet’
- cuts in me
- you didn’t need all those extra adjectives
- end of the edge of everything
- the possibilities are ending
- expelling more silence
- brutal honesty for me too
- captive in my own mind
- add sativa to the list of you
- surrender in the morning light
- if I could live long enough
- steep climb or a sharp drop
- I run on pain
- Global warming
- the night before
- ‘anyone to cry to’
- in the wake of friday
- mindfucked
- slipping into streams
- Acceptance
- (notes)
- 143
- 144
- Untitled 3
- I swear I’m almost over my first love
- (I swear some of my tears are happy)
- (First love explicit chapter)
- (Forgiveness is for me)
- (Maladaptive Daydreaming)
- (After the last night)
- Reality’s a btch I know
- They say you’re born and die alone
- Thanks, I’ll keep my ND n not my sanity
- Untitled 2
- It’s too late to apologize
- iykyk
- Out of the eye
- Wandering
- a son for a son
- Highs and lows of cowardice in love
- TTPD n chill
- After tTPD pt 2
- The grass is relative
- Tarot readings
- Trying
- Time will not fix this
- Era of white-knuckling
- Nostalgia, interrupted
- Intention vs outcome
- Grimm love story
- ngl
- Off a cliff into paradise
- Always learning moderation
- To be too much
- Coming down
- Regrets
- Trauma bonding
- Bombs
- Cold out cold in
- Uneasy
- Again
- All the rooms i’ve occupied
- 10 day notice up
- Overflow Underfill
- They want out so fine let’s talk
- Treading
- Mania for feeling
- All of my eulogies
- Bloodletting
- To infinity and beyond
- you hypocrite
- writing exercise 1
- writing exercise 2
- power for good or not at all
- Guilt
- momentary
- untitled summertime
- Fuck Kintsugi (take 2)
- together in love
- untitled summertime 2
- addictionisanarcissisticcreature
- untitled summertime 3
- but in what shape
- untitled summertime 4
- untitled summertime 5
- weakness
- unconventional coping
- untitled summertime 6
- untitled summertime 7
- ‘somehow’ ringing in my head
- old familiar foreign concept
- symbiotic parasitic caterpillars
- call it what you want (scarred version)
- idontwannaknowwhatyouwouldsay
- trauma bonding trauma unraveling
- just is
- to let it pass
- replication
- Drifting
- half full hourglass
- do you believe in fate then
- the eye of a whirlpool
- night and day
- cruel mistress
- i miss the little one so much i can’t stand it
- Further than dissociation
- Day 3
- Time
- degrees of feeling
- Sour then sweet
- Miracle
- How to make honesty less brutal
- Are you cast in stone
- Healthy love or bust
- After ‘you know we’re going to legends (part 2)’
- The patches aren’t enough
- This is me. Trying
- The layers
- grief the most
- Growing or spiraling, check your perspective
- the toddler rizz chapter
- sequel to voice note
- Continuing (the fayeyoko chapters)
- Denial don’t live here anymore
- Progress or deception
- That lil emoji with the halo
- Expenditures
- Taunts
- Alone for the first time
- Attention (don’t want me like that remix)
- Seasonal depression
- Gifts I’ve been given
- Cradling peace
- Reading SSaHH
- Deprivation
- Making beautiful mistakes
- Like that Halsey song
- The universal muse in chaos
- yin n yang (muse n peace)
- Sea-faring
- In-eternal
- Spectrum of non-comparison
- Venom-struck n spots of sunshine
- idgaf (igtmf)
- I like my metaphors like I like my playlists
- Delusion is my safe place
- Never-ending
- Gush cuz tomorrow isn’t promised
- Leveling up
- Jagged history
- Trustfall
- Simmer down
- All my life is the context needed
- Handle with care
- Mending is the scary part
- I’m growing but my writing is suffering
- idk if I believe in good things yet
- miracles and travesties
- Chaos test
- Crash-tested
- These nights will live forever
- Tragedy
- Tug o battle
- Spun
- Wake up situation
- Separate together like the ship
- B(oderline)PD weather
- Is it supposed to be so fragile
- Resuscitate
- Manifesting, realistically (last first kiss)
- Snippet
- Adapting
- I wish I met you before him
- Having the time of my life (mental break)
- Letting off steam
- Life is one big adventure
- Negative marbles
- Existing
- They both came up to say goodbye in the morning
- Tangible
- More than content
- Wherever you go, there you are
- I know almost nothing
- Wrong timeline
- Almost sunrise
- shifting priorities
- Not your county fair
- Spookd
- smh/smh
- i’ve seen this film before (and i didn’t like me in it)
- sacrificial happiness
- Wilting
- Regression
- Effort
- Long way to go
- incaseofdeathupdate
- manifesting peace with a side of passion
- i require what i can give
- Don’t open until i expire
- Tentatively
- Shredded
- ‘Wabi-sabi’ ish
- Conflict witness thoughts
- ‘fucking nose crinkle’ (paying attention)
- Taking percentage turns
- Undeniable, Indefinable
- Who knew bro
- Expel the paranoia
- Ricochet
- Unbinding
- Not meant for feelings
- Cycles, ‘like a dying star’
- permission to voyeur
- Shifts like fault lines
- The hours before dawn
- ping-ponging grief stages
- Cut off
- Tale as old as time
- Rotation
- Masking
- Break in the clouds
- Serenity poem
- Rebuilding
- Changed forever
- Good things are incorporeal
- Turning pages
- Turning corners and walking into walls
- Subjective reality
- apostrophe