FoundAlongRoad

I’m sorry I was boring today
I’m sorry I could tell you were off and kept it to myself cuz I thought it was cuz you didn’t feel good since you kept making plans for us but I guess I misunderstood
All the things about being genuine
And where all your life I’ve been
I still hope I’m overreacting
But I know I feel it
And my best friend started puking blood and I haven’t heard yet
The other one slowly killing himself
I made a pact to join in
Half joking
And you deleted me like the trash she took out already
After everything you said to me
So maybe I’m overreacting
Or maybe this whole world is the fucking bad place and I’m sick so sick of trying to trace the outlines of every mistake and scar and heartbreak and find ways to be better find the joy in this below zero weather i don’t believe in good things
I know some good people
With shitty circumstances
And some that act like devils even if you could swear they were angels
I don’t wanna spot the difference in these pictures anymore
Of where I am and what’s come before
Of the last time I hit my knees falling to the floor
I just want to hold tight to what I have and turn off the light to any chance of anything good in this world
Leave it all unexplored
I’ve seen enough
I can’t take anymore